Ah...

I finished my essays for scholarships
3 of my 4 letters of rec are done.
I just took at REALLY hard test in government and got 74 out of 76.
I had to memorize every amendment.
I almost just wrote all of them in here just to prove to you that I know, and then I realized that I crammed the information and now I just let it go ROFL.
Sam Sortor graded me hard and I wrote "relations" instead of "state relations". Asshole. BUT STILL, my C will become a B and I'll do this extra credit and it will become an A- and I'll have ALL A's and get the Google Nexus One and I'll get $120 for grades and use it for GA and money for GA for graduation and my birthday is coming so I'll get money there and when I get my scholarship my parents will be so happy and get me EVERYTHING I ever wanted. Literally, everything was SO crappy and people were dying all around me and I couldn't see past the next hour. But now that I'm accepting things as they are, I'm seeing the greater good from my hardships.

I can't remember if I already talked about this or not, but on February 13th, my little brothers best friend, Nathan Flint, killed himself with his dad's pistol. And yes, it was on purpose. And his mom found him. And they waited 6 days to veiw his body so he was brown and purple and discolored like an apple. They had to shave his head to do a autopsy...and they kept the hair adn glued it back on his head for the veiwing. It looked greasy and not natural. I saw Bonnie there and she was crying. He was in a band, so all these hardcore kids were there with long hair and vans and I can say that I've never seen someone cry so hard in my life that was crying harder than those kids.

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bells gonna ring.