anorexia

researching about anorexia and little tips about how to not feel hungry.
For school of course..

BUT it does bring me back to the good old days in 9th grade when I was 105 and I told myself that if I ever got to 115, I'd kill myself.
I'm 116 and feel really good.
I dunno, sounds sick but it makes me miss those days. I was way skinny. I remember the day I saw my thighs touch just barely at the top of them, and I cried for a good hour.

..I'm hungry.