And it will happen god dammit.
I remember that around this time last year, Ricco left me flowers and a love letter on my doorstep. It was the sweetest letter I've ever read. And when I found out that it was from THEE RICCO, I was even more excited. I had always seen him and had a hidden wish to know him and do the cool things he did and know the things he did. I knew that Jeze liked him. I KNEW you did aha and she denied it so hard. I liked Ricco for a while, but it never seemed like it clicked. Idk, I held back because I didn't want to disappoint the coolest person I've ever known. I really wish he could've taken me to his house and shown me cool movies. I'm still waiting to go to "the tunnels". I"m really happy he gave me his jacket too(: I treasured that bitch.
I like thinking about that time last year. It was really fun.
And at the same time last year, Taylor was on the muzzle loader hunt (like he is now) and I couldn't text him. He gave me his number the same day he was leaving so I only got to talk to him for an hour. And all weekend, I thought about him. And when he came back, he sent me a picture of my name that he carved into a tree.
Sure, I thought it was kinda creepy, but I mostly thought it was sweet. He carved my name into trees and I dreamt about him and we only saw each other for 30 minutes every other day for A days. And still, I fell for him.
I like having picture from that week of me falling for him...I'll share them with YOU.
Here's me texting him intensely when he came home
^^ here's a picture I sent to him
^^here's another one, how he ever liked me, idk
^^ here's a sign I made for him that he thought was really funny
^^ kenzie made this for us when she knew we lubbed each odder
^^here's a fortune teller I made for him
^^here's the first time we ever hungout outside of school
^^same day, but the first picture together. You could tell I was excited.
^^here is us on october 3rd, our first kiss and the day he called me his girlfriend(:
AHHHHH I love Taylor<3
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