Dramamine:

I LOVE ISSAC BROCK.
I love modest mouse. They make me happy x70. Their music calms me down, they're my drug. I don't need anything to take me away but their music.
I'm exhausted, I got my period. It's bitter/sweet but yannooooo when is it not. Now I can start my birth control and not have my period for moab, but at the same time, now i'll have it over every anniversery. Meh, that's okay I suppose. Taylor called me and informed me that it's Guys night. I wish I could have girls night. ): Him and Zach are going to see a movie. Zach proceeded to tell me over the phone that I'm his best friend and that he needs to stop. He's going to stop, but I'm at a block. Do I trust him to promise me that he's stopped? Or is the trust gone from the first time he lied? This is all about giving second chances, whom I was a HUGE believer in, but absolutely NOT anymore. This is so hard. Dive myself into something that could so easily fail and burn bridges forever, or not let my guard down and keep my faith in humans high on the scale? I wish this was in a manual or something. I've been through this too many fucking times and everytime it backfired. I'm not connected to half the people I was connected to before because I simply cannot trust anyone.
What to do, what to do..

Triangle of trust: